From: neomoon To: crystalpointsoftokyo ; Neo Senshi ML Subject: Poem: "Her Duty" By: NeoMoon Date: Wednesday, October 18, 2000 7:20 PM Crystal Points of Tokyo - http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Highrise/3753 Her Duty: A Poem? By:NeoMoon I write in the mist hoping to sedate my grief and sorrow. I write of my feelings and fears, in the hope to find understanding. I write in the mist for I have nothing else. I am Pluto. Guardian of Time. I am Pluto. Guardian of Space. I am Pluto. Guardian of the Damned and hopeless. I do not deserve to be this, a guardian. I do not believe any deserve this title. I do not believe any deserve this punishment. I am a fool, I fell for her lies. I am a fool, I fell for her truths. I am a fool, I listened to my mother. I was taught by my father. I was taught honor. I was taught duty. I, my being is engrained. I am engrained with his sense of honor. I am imprisoned by my sense of duty. I stand my post out of duty. I wish to leave. I loathe this place. I am a child of honor. I am one boring out of duty. I am one who feels a knife in their heart. I can see into the future. I can see into the past. I can see everything, all there is ever was, or what could be. I am alone. I watch them as they live. I am so alone. I weep. I weep for them. I weep for myself. I wish for what they have. I wish to feel their love. I wish to feel their pain. I am a prisoner. I am too afraid to leave. I am too afraid to abandon my post. I am a soldier. I am a child. I am nothing. I hate them. I hate them for what they have. I hate them because I can never be like them. I am so alone. I am so afraid. I am so cold within this mist. I guard the gate. I guard the key. I guard my fragile soul more then all else. I would give anything to leave. I would give anything to be like them. I would give anything not to believe in duty. I wish for death. I wish for freedom. I wish for the tender caress of another. I stand here guarding the gate. I stand here for her honor. I stand here because I believe in duty. I am Pluto. I guard Time. I am Pluto. I guard Space. I am Pluto. I guard out of duty. I am life. I am death. I am a sacrifice. End As you can see I put the question mark at the end of Poem. I'm not really sure if it is. All I know is I wrote when I was kinda depressed. So please tell me what you think. As always. Peace, love, and Meow Mix! MEOW! NeoMoon __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Messenger - Talk while you surf! It's FREE. http://im.yahoo.com/ ______________________________________________________________________ To unsubscribe, write to crystalpointsoftokyo-unsubscribe@listbot.com Tired of meeting in conference rooms? Lead a meeting from your browser with CentraNow! Our voice-enabled virtual meeting rooms enable you to share and review project plans, give presentations, and hold focus groups online. Try it for FREE! http://www.bcentral.com/listbot/Centra_Software