The End of the Beginning. {1/1} A Sailor Moon fanfic by Tim Nolan. e-mail: nomad@cyberverse.com Please see the comments following the story. author's notes 1. Warning! There is a small amount of cursing in this story. 2. This story is very much tied in with my previous works. They should be read in the following order. Awakening, part 1 Awakening, part 2 Obligations The End of the Beginning 3. The first part of the prologue happens right after the ending of 'Obligations'. The second part of the prologue happens several months after that. The rest of this story happens almost two years after 'Obligations.' The Inner Senshi are seventeen and soon to be eighteen. 4. This story is not following the Japanese school system for when classes are in session. 5. The continuity does not include the second part of 'Stars', the fifth season of Sailor Moon in Japan. The story presented in 'Obligations' happens shortly after the Nephrenia arc of 'Stars', but after that, the anime goes one way and I go another. 6. There are ideas and concepts from the manga involved in in these stories even though I do generally follow the anime storyline for the most part. 7. quick translations of Japanese terms ojii-san : grandfather hime-chan : princess onee-san : older sister *** The End of the Beginning. There's no time for us There's no place for us What is this thing that fills our dreams yet slips away from us? There's no chance for us It's all decided for us This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us. Who wants to live forever? -Queen, from 'Who Wants to Live Forever?' Prologue. Was it the right decision? He considered the question as his brother cast off the guise he had assumed for this 'visit', as their conversation would have seemed to another observer, and vanished. His other siblings had only recently begun experimenting with taking human form, something that he had been doing for a long time. His experience at it let him conceal what he had been doing from the others. The room he floated in was small and dimly lit, with a cold, bare, stone floor and walls. Several candles provided the illumination but the flames that topped them didn't flicker. The roof and a few dilapidated benches were the only things made of wood until he waved his hand slightly, dispelling the illusion below him. A bed appeared, one as old and worn as the benches. He put the staff that was resting across his knees down next to the occupant and considered his problems and his solutions. A long, long time ago, even for them, a cry in the darkness had made them aware of each other and that it was possible to communicate. One of their sisters was dying, it turned out, and there was nothing they could do to help her. The best they could do was to tell her she would always be remembered for giving them this wonderful gift. He hadn't fully agreed with his sibling, however. There had to be something he could do, and it took some time for his sister to actually die. She had tried not to show that it hurt, but the cries of pain she occasionally let slip still haunted him even now. The problem came from the fact that her corporeal body was being disrupted by it's proximity to her largest brother. Without that link to the physical world, she was fading away. There was no way for the others to take her place, or to share theirs with her. He seemingly ignored the others most of the time, garnering a reputation for being slow and deliberate as he pondered this problem. In truth, he had been devoting his time to searching for something he could do to help her. His solution may not have been elegant, but it had almost been in time. The others were still fascinated by their newly found ability to converse among themselves, and weren't aware of what he was going to do. It was just as well, he later realized. They would have tried to stop him, just on the basis of the risk that he was about to take. His sister's fate had proved that they could die. Her spirit, the essence that made her alive, was fading. She could no longer keep it safe, but if someone else couldn't, what if something else could? The danger came from the fact that he was as tied to his body as much as the others. However, if his sister's essence could be separated from her physical self, shouldn't his be able to be separated as well? He settled his thoughts and gently pushed all but a tiny fraction of himself free of the physical, leaving that portion as an anchor. The ease of it astounded him, and resolving to study this more in the future, he willed himself to his sister's remains. They had already started to cool, with only the centers of the four largest pieces still being warm. He could now see that most of her was lost, but not everything. Some of her essence still remained, along with most of her power, and he gathered it together to work with. Choosing those four pieces due to their size, he bound some of her energy and an equal portion of her spirit into each one. Those pieces will survive a long, long time. This way, part of what was left of her would be in her former place if she was somehow able to return, or they found a way to return her to life. The other four he chose, however, were a tiny fraction of the size of the others even though they had as much power. These four he brought with him as he returned to his body, and was grateful that he was actually able to make it back. There had been no way to test his theory. It was only later when he and the others who were the four furthest out from the center began their watch upon the outer reaches of the system that he realized what those four items could be used for. The avatars of those four were a part of that watch as well, and he fashioned three of the four objects into tools for them to use called talismans. The ringed one declined the use of one of them for his avatar, as he had a premonition that it could be unwise. Therefore, the other three avatars received the talismans he had fashioned into items out of their legends since the avatars still didn't know who they received their power from. The fourth, however, he fashioned into a contingency if the ringed one's fears were not groundless. It would be able to call upon not only the power that was inherent to it, but also that of the three talismans and the four other reserves of power. If it ever came to it, the avatars would be even more prepared for any possible emergency. " I was a fool," he whispered, looking down on the woman on the bed. That same power had drawn one group of enemies, and would probably bring more. Her first real suffering on his behalf, aside from the drawbacks to her long life, had come about because during the attack by those enemies, she stopped time to give two other avatars the opportunity to finish their mission. He had known what was going through her mind as she slammed shut the gates of time at the cost of her life. She was, in her view, making amends for what she had done to them. She knew that they had the other two talismans, but she didn't have any idea of how to remove their heart crystals in order to gain access to the talismans. The Queen's sacrifice long ago had bound the items to their souls as she sent them forward in time. Their enemies, however, knew how. By forcibly manifesting the souls of their victims in the shape of the crystalline constructs they called heart crystals, those enemies were searching for the talismans. His avatar knew that it would mean their deaths, but she had awakened the other two and sent them into battle. It was the only way to get the talismans. One part of her, the practical side that had grown cold and detached over the years, dismissed it as an acceptable loss. They would fight on until they were defeated, and then the talismans would be obtained. The other part of her, the warm side that was usually subordinate to the other, finally rebelled, gained the upper hand, and she gave up her life so that they might live. He had brought her back from the brink of death, employing his own control over time to save her. The evolutionary path of the humans never intended them to live more than a few score orbits of their homeworld. He didn't have the luxury of replacing avatars like the others. It took most of a human lifetime to train her, and she had a natural ability far beyond any of the others he had considered. No, he would only have one avatar, and had even shown her how to fully make use of her talisman. The others hadn't even done that, preferring to pass the talismans down from avatar to avatar without their knowing the true power the devices held. In part, it was his way of atoning for all he had done to her. She had realized and accepted the dangers she would face and the pain she would bear, and had agreed to represent him. What he was about to do was another part of his atonement. This would be the second time he had done this, and he would do it again. He owed her that much, at least. She was his first line of defense against an encroachment upon the realm of time that he had first glimpsed when he tried to save his sister. He reached into himself and took a little of his own life, using it to restore her to full health like he had done before. He had kept her from truly dying these two times recently and brought her back here instead, although it was trickier this last time. The first time she had merely stopped the flow of time. He had barely been able to find her this time amid all the strange convolutions in the fabric of time around her. He knew what she had done and took a teacher's delight in the progress of a student and her technical skill. The reason why she had done it amazed him. He still couldn't imagine what it would be like to have that same depth of feeling, or to have that much capacity to care so much about the welfare of another. " Welcome back, child," he softly said to her and sank into the floor as she opened her eyes. *********************************************** Ten, twenty, thirty, forty thousand, he finished counting to himself as he walked away and began to calculate his tip from this bill and how much he would have to give to the busboy. This job at a very trendy, very upper-scale steak house was a godsend for his bank account even if it was only part time, since he filled in for anyone who was sick. " Here you go," he said to the cashier, letting the older man tabulate the totals on the computer and make the change. These were probably the last customers of the night, so after returning the change to the table he ducked into the kitchen to get a cup of decaf coffee and review his finances. He loved her dearly, but Usagi had literally been eating up his savings a little while ago. His last real contact in the modeling business had retired a few months earlier, and the jobs that had once supplemented his other income were gone. He couldn't condone taking her over to Mako-chan's too many times, even if the tall girl told him to do so if things were getting tight. No, he never liked taking charity very much, but it had been a tough battle between his convictions and the cash flow until the manager here had called him. One of his old friends and co-workers had recommended him to the management of the new place when they were short handed. The owners were very particular about the level of service and weren't hiring just anybody. It had been hard work, but very rewarding financially, and things were finally starting to look up. The manager had dropped by earlier on his way home for the night and handed him an envelope with the last three night's pay. He was in the process of adding up all his tips for the evening when a low whistle rang out as one of the waiters came into the kitchen. " Gentleman, I am in love." The person making the statement was a well known womanizer, not to mention one of the full time waiters. He glanced into the mirror by the door to make sure his hair was absolutely perfect. One of the busboys slightly opened and looked out the doors. " No way, Ryo. Not with a lady that classy." " Five thousand yen says that I take her home, and I'll pay anyone else twice what they bet if I don't," he confidently stated, and then looked at Mamoru. " Hey, Chiba! They're in your section. Can I serve them, and do you want in?" " Let me see," he smiled and glanced out the doors. Somehow, he kept a straight face as he turned back. " Ryo, I've got thirty thousand yen here that says you won't even make it to the plate if you'll give me three to one odds." " Just to make it to the plate? Shit, Chiba. Don't make me take your money. I'll ask her out in a second. You're on, man," the younger man sneered and stepped out into the dining area. " Are you crazy?" the cook asked him incredulously. " That boy needs a four poster bed for all the notches he's racked up." " No," Mamoru smiled back confidently. " He won't even try anything. Watch." It only took a few moments until the now-shaken younger man came back into the kitchen. " They want you to serve them, Chiba-san," he stammered, beginning to blush. " And... " he added expectantly. " I... couldn't. I expected her boyfriend to frighten me off or something, but he didn't even seem to notice me. She just looked at me, and I couldn't bring myself to say anything. That chick is scary." " Hah!" the cook exclaimed in triumph, since he had bet against the younger man in hopes of getting the odds. " Don't worry, Ryo," Mamoru consoled him before going out into the dining area to see what they wanted. " You can pay it in installments." " Good evening, ladies," he greeted them. " It's very nice to see you today. Is there anything I can get for you?" " Yes," the sandy-haired blonde drawled back at him. The leather racing team jacket with the sponsor's patches she wore was a splash of daring, stylish color among the dull earth tones that were currently in fashion. " Your manager." " Haruka," he cautioned her. " Don't do this. I need this job." " You could quite easily buy this entire chain, Mamoru-san," Michiru gently reminded him. " Look, I don't want your money," he protested. Haruka's eyes went cold and she snapped her fingers loud enough to get the assistant manager to jump up and hurry over to her. She held up a hand to stop his inquiry and began to peel off several ten-thousand yen notes from a roll of them in her pocket. " We're hiring this gentleman here to be our dinner companion for the evening. I assume he can be spared from his regular duties for the occasion. I also want three rib-eyes out here in ten minutes with all of the trimmings, and tell your cook he had better live up to the standards of the first one of these places in Texas. I eat there whenever I'm in the area, and the owner is a good friend and a sponsor. Any problems?" she finished coldly, dismissing him with her eyes. " No, sir," he stammered and fled back into the safety of the kitchen. " Mamoru-san, please, sit down," Michiru asked and slid over to make some more room for him. He did so, but warily. This looked to be another of their recent disagreements. They were always too polite towards him for it to be called a fight. " It's not 'our' money, Mamoru," Haruka began, meeting his gaze. " It belongs to both of you. We're just the trustees." " And you can keep on doing that," he cut in. " Usagi said she'd ask for it if she needed it, and I don't want it." " No, Michiru," Haruka cut off the turquoise haired woman as she began to speak, and then looked back at the young man and caught his gaze. " We've been nice to you for long enough. It's been six months, Mamoru. Six months since we almost lost her. That's enough of a vacation. It's time you started properly doing your part in protecting her." " What!" he hissed, unconsciously bending the heavy, silver spoon he had been slowly twirling between his fingers. Michiru put her hand over his as he began to stand up and call her out. She took the utensil from his hands and put her other hand on his forearm to reassure him. " Mamoru-san," she implored him, waiting for the flush of anger to fade from his face. " We've told you what we found. We can't do anything with any of the books. We tried. Ami-chan can almost detect it on a regular basis, and I'm only a little better. We use magic somehow, but we can't manipulate it. You're the only one of us who can." He sighed heavily, keeping his thoughts to himself for the next several minutes until the food arrived. Ami and Michiru had been very determined after their encounter with the magi to find out just what they all could do, and exactly how they did it. They'd drawn a blank, even with finding a cache of books related to the subject that were in one of Setsuna's homes. It had been during that time that while fighting the magi that he began to experiment more with his own abilities, and found out that he had much more control than the Senshi. He had been meaning to help them more in their experiments, but his studies at school, his jobs and Usagi had been taking up all his time. " We've got a proposal for you," Michiru said after they had been served. " You're the only one who has a chance of understanding anything in those books. You already have the most manifestations of power than any of us." A puzzled look came across his face. " Me?" " Roses, the cane, a ranged attack, two forms, and some type of pre-cognitive abilities tied in with teleportation," Haruka ticked the examples off on her fingers, and then picked up the bent spoon. " No matter when or how, you always were there whenever Usagi-chan was in trouble. That's magic in anyone's book." " What do you want me to do, then?" he asked, carefully looking at both of them in turn. " We want to hire you, Mamoru. Setsuna wanted all of you to be able to go to whatever school you wished without having to work at the same time. Therefore, we'll take over your tuition, rent and other expenses in exchange for your working on figuring out just what you do and how you do it." " That's basically the same offer I turned down before," he said apologetically, and gave them a bleak smile. " Why should I accept it this time? I told you I don't want your pity." Haruka's hand hit his face hard enough to rock him back in his seat. It hadn't been a punch, but a stinging slap by the back of her left hand. She stood up, eyes flashing in anger and looking like she was ready to swing on him again as she made a fist of her right hand and drew it slightly back. It was several seconds before she took a deep breath and let the two pieces of silver that were the spoon fall to the tablecloth from her right hand. " Talk to him, Michiru. See if you can get him to start thinking straight. If that doesn't work, I'll try hitting him a few more times." " You deserved that, you know," Michiru commented as she took another bite of her steak while Haruka stalked out. A few moments later, the low-pitched roar of a sportscar engine sped off into the distance. " I won't do it, Michiru. Not when it's being offered out of pity. I had to deal with enough of that in the orphanage." Her soft, easy laughter distracted him from the dark mood his thoughts were in. He had an irrational need to push back when Haruka pushed him, and she had been doing a lot of that recently. Usagi had designated the tall woman the tactical leader of the Senshi, and Haruka had been quick to try and address her perceptions of their shortcomings. She had been especially hard on him, in his opinion. " Mamoru, we never pitied you," she explained, filling the napkin of the spare place setting with some ice and handing it to him. " This isn't the two rich ones lording it over on you. Haruka and I made a lot of money even before we had met Setsuna, but we never felt sorry for you because you never had as much. " This is about taking care of Usagi, and Haruka is scared by what happened. We got lucky again, and that's killing her inside. If it hadn't been for Minako's sacrifice, you and Rei would be the only ones left right now. Hotaru wasn't going to hold back, and... well, we won't outlive each other by any great margin." " Haruka scared?" he echoed, missing what she had just admitted. " We're not using to relying on luck, Mamoru," she continued after taking a sip of wine and pushing her plate several centimeters away. " It worries both of us that it came so close to being over. We spent a long time getting by on our own when we were dealing with the daemons, and she's not used to relying on others, or luck. Haruka is also having a problem because you don't act as dedicated to the princess as she thinks you should be." " That's awfully honest but somewhat convoluted," he admitted a few moments later. The turquoise haired woman carefully thought out her next words before continuing. " She doesn't doubt your desire to protect the princess, but you don't act as overtly as she does in regards to it," Michiru explained a few moments later. " Haruka pretends that she isn't hurt by what happened, but she spent several nights in tears over her feelings of inadequacy after we got Usagi back." " And you?" he asked a few moments later. " How do you feel?" " I'm better at hiding it than she is," Michiru smiled at him and took a last bite of the steak before taking out her purse and touching up her lipstick. " This isn't for us, Mamoru-san. It's not a ploy to make you feel bad. We're concerned for her safety, and you're the only one who can do this. " There have been five golem attacks ever since we beat the magi. We can no longer assume that they are all gone. Their order has come back from the dead before and you are our only hope in learning how to fight them," she said, putting one of her hands over his. " Will you work with us, so we can do our job of protecting her properly?" " All right," he capitulated a few moments later. " I'm glad you explained it a little better to me. I'm still not fond of doing it this way, Michiru, but I'll do it." " Thank you," she beamed in gratitude, and then got up. He took a quick swallow of coffee and got to his feet as well. " Do you need a ride?" he offered as they walked out to the parking lot. " I may have driven off your escort for this evening." " That's all right," she smiled and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek, the one without the bruise. " It is sweet of you to ask, though." She pulled her communicator out of her purse. It beeped softly as she pressed one of the buttons, and she put it back. " She'll be by in a few minutes. It was just a matter of letting off some steam. Why don't you go on and head home, and we can work everything out tomorrow?" He was finally persuaded to leave her, and climbed into the white and blue AC Cobra that he had been loaned by Haruka while his car was in for repairs and a rebuild on the engine. With a jaunty salute, he sped off as she waved good-bye. He was as bad as Haruka when it came to cars, it seemed. Her ride pulled into the lot a few minutes later and rolled to a stop next to the woman. There was a slight click as the lock on the passenger side disengaged and she opened the door. " Well?" " He'll do it," she confirmed, taking a seat in the white and yellow roadster. " How much did you tell him?" " Everything," she confessed. " He won't say anything to the others, though. He's too much the gentleman, and I needed to use it as a scare tactic. You did cry a few times about it, after all." " Michiru?" the tall woman asked hesitantly a few minutes later as they waited at a stop light. Her voice was unusual; a soft, tentative tone that made Michiru realize how much something was affecting her. " Next time, I want to be the good cop. I don't want them to get to set in their feelings about me. I do care about them and how they feel." " Haruka!" she gently laughed, despite the slightly worried look on her companion's face. " It would never work, I'm afraid. It would absolutely ruin my own reputation for being the sweet, gentle and cultured one. " Besides, who's going to believe that I would hit them?" End - Prologue. ************************************************ The End of the Beginning. " Here you go, Hotaru-chan," the young woman said, setting down the tray that held two cups of steaming Oolong tea. Ami waited for her to take one, and then picked up the other and gently blew across the surface to cool it a bit, enjoying the initial feel of the warmth of the tea through the ceramic cup. " Thank you, Ami-chan," she replied to the blue haired girl with a polite smile. " I still don't know why you need to keep on doing this, though." " I do it for almost all of us, Hotaru-chan," she explained. " We're not precisely the same as everyone else, and I need to keep the records in case we ever need the medical information." " You said almost back there," the raven-haired girl said, seizing a potential opportunity with a quick smile. " What would it take to be 'almost'?" Ami laughed in response, taking a sip of tea before putting it down and opening her computer. She tapped a few keys and handed it over to the other young woman. " Hit ENTER, and you'll see what I mean." Hotaru did, and watched the computer flash up a warning and beep at her in an almost annoyed tone. < REQUEST SCAN OF SUBJECT: MEIOU, SETSUNA > < REQUEST DENIED > < PLEASE ENTER PASSWORD FROM SUBJECT TO CONTINUE > " It did that to me anytime I tried to get a recording of anything about her," Ami admitted, blushing. " Trust me, I tried. I started keeping a medical file on each of us right after Usagi-chan and I first met Rei-chan. Setsuna-san thought it was a good idea, but wouldn't talk to me about why my computer says that every time I tried to scan her." " I miss her," the other young woman admitted with a sigh. " We all do, Hotaru-chan," Ami said, putting a reassuring hand over one of the other girl's. " There still hasn't been any sign?" " No. The financial people keep on getting instructions that they say are hers. It's good advice as well." " That's too bad," Ami responded a few moments later. " Chibi-usa still hasn't gotten over finding out that the time keys can work without her. She was certain that when she got called to return to the future that Pluto was back." " I know, Ami-chan," she said flatly. " Chibi-usa-chan will be back in a few days, too, and her heart will break if there still isn't any sign of her. What do you need me to do for this, anyway?" " Well," Ami started, looking around the sitting room of the penthouse suite in one of the three towers that overlooked the large, tree-filled park that marked the remains of the Infinity Academy. " We should go into your room. It will be a lot more private there." " We're on the top floor of the tallest building for kilometers around," Hotaru laughed. She stood up and slipped the plain black dress she wore over her head. " The only people who could possible see me would need to be in a helicopter, Ami-chan." Ami giggled nervously, blushed and took a drink of tea. " I guess you're right, but you'll need to take everything off, Hotaru-chan. You may have stopped growing again, and I need to have the most accurate information possible. You're still a unique case." " All right," Hotaru replied, managing a small grin. " At least you won't try and make me wear one of those silly paper robes like my regular doctor will." She finished undressing as Ami resolutely kept her eyes on her computer screen and began typing, her many years of experience offsetting the difficulty of using the small keyboard. The scanners were already working, compiling another set of statistics in the memory, and she pulled up a window with the summary of the last scan she had of Hotaru from three months ago. " I'm a little surprised that this bothers you, Ami-chan," she said, startling the other girl, and then risked a mischievous smile. " Don't you want to be a doctor?" " Well," Ami blushed again and took the defensive. " We don't have the normal doctor and patient relationship that the medical programs train you for, so it does seem a little strange." " I'm sorry, then," she replied. " I was never really modest after the accident. After the first few dozen doctors prod you for a while, you don't care about it anymore." Ami hazarded a glance at her. " You don't even look like it ever happened." " I look that way now," Hotaru replied, referring to the accident twelve years ago where her mother was killed and she was fatally injured. It was only by the bargain her father made by selling his soul to Pharaoh Ninety that she survived the explosion in the laboratory. " Before, most of my major joints were artificial, or held together by lots of plastic and metal. Most of the larger bones were broken and had pins in them. I used to set off the detectors at the airport when we went to the orthopedic clinic in Los Angeles for the second and third operations. I wore those body suits all the time when we first met because the scarring was so bad after all the surgeries." Ami started to express her condolences when her computer beeped at her. " This is sickening," she muttered. " I think you look like you're about sixteen or seventeen, but in the past three months you've put on another twelve centimeters. You're already taller than I am, and I don't think you've stopped yet." " Yes!" the girl exulted, and then reigned in her excitement. " I'm sorry, Ami-chan. It's just that I've always been the shortest one and Michiru and Haruka are so tall. I didn't mean anything by it." " That's all right," she responded. " You just might catch Michiru at this rate. Can you keep a secret?" Hotaru nodded, picked up her underwear and glanced at Ami, who nodded in reply before continuing. " Usagi has been wearing heels a lot more recently, and I've taken to wearing flats most of the time so she won't notice. She's the shortest of us now by a total of two millimeters." " You didn't tell her?" Hotaru asked as she began to dress. " No," was the reply as Ami set up a new program and started it. " It isn't as important to me as it is to her. I had gotten just a little bit taller than her a while back, and then she caught up and passed me. She knows that I'm almost her height, but not that I've surpassed it. Would you please change into Sailor Saturn now?" Astonishment and surprise filled her voice a few moments later after Hotaru complied with her request, a scepter appearing in her hands and a cascade of purple light falling on her from the ceiling. " Would you change back and forth a few times?" Ami asked, getting a puzzled look on her face. Hotaru did as asked, wondering what was wrong. " Well?" " That's really strange," Ami said a few minutes later. " You didn't gain in height or weight when you changed." " What?" Ami took a deep breath and leaned back in her seat, motioning for the other girl to join her. Hotaru did so after changing back. " Perhaps you didn't notice it because you've still been growing so much over a relatively short period of time, but we all got a little bigger after we first became Senshi. It wasn't much, only about a centimeter or so and a kilo or two, but we all changed after our first transformation." " Mine wasn't really normal, I guess," Hotaru admitted, shrugging. " Not with someone else controlling my body at the time." " We don't really know why it happened," Ami continued. " It may be part of why we're different from normal people. As Senshi, we're somewhat stronger, faster, and so on. The extra height and weight might just be the changes to our skeletal structure and musculature that enables us to do that." " That must have been fun dealing with," she quipped. " I guess it was time for a new wardrobe, huh?" " You don't know just how much fun it was," Ami dryly replied. " Ever wear a bra that was just a little too small?" Hotaru winced at the thought, causing Ami to laugh at her reaction before going back to her explanation. " When I first became Mercury, I was about a total of two centimeters taller than I had been a week before that. I had been measured for a physical as part of my transfer to another new school, so I knew my height quite well. The rest of us had pretty much the same results. We all gained a little bit permanently, and a little more on top of that when we transform. " I'm one of the least noticeable ones, with Mako-chan and Haruka-san being at the other end of the spectrum. They're physically a lot stronger than I am, though, so that could be part of the reason." Hotaru went pale at the pleased look that came over Ami's face after that statement and unconsciously leaned away from her on the couch. " Hotaru-chan," Ami sweetly asked. " You do have a private gym on this floor, don't you?" " Yes," she nervously replied. " That's wonderful," Ami almost purred, rising to her feet. " I was looking for something to occupy my mind today, and I just realized that you gave me a new puzzle to try and figure out. I want to get some idea of how strong you are now and when you're Sailor Saturn, among a few things. Treadmills and weights to begin with, I believe. " I may have had a problem acting like a doctor a few moments ago, but I'm great at being a research scientist." ************************************************ The conditions that night were some of the nicest she had seen in a long time, and she was glad that he had asked her to accompany him this evening. She slipped from one shadow to another, carefully avoiding making a sound. There was only a little bit of light from the stars right now, so it was a nice change of pace. The hunting in the park near Usagi's didn't have nearly the challenge that this place had, and the artificial lights made it so easy some times. A gleam of silver ahead of her was Artemis doing much the same as she, although he had gotten to be slightly better than her at night work. His coat made him use more care and skill in planning his approach. She had realized that she had gotten sloppy one time they were playing hide and seek a few months ago to keep their skills honed. Despite her coloring giving her a distinct advantage at night, she had been spotted more times than he and had been the loser that evening. That was why they were now prowling the slopes of the hill by the shrine. The thick undergrowth was a natural haven for their prey and would give her many opportunities to practice. He had stopped and was slightly tensed. She saw his ears twitch forward, indicating he had spotted something. Automatically, she swung out to circle around on his right and get herself in position. She was the one who needed the practice here, and he understood that. Whatever it was, it had no idea that she was here. The rustling continued as she crept forward. She stepped over a dry twig, and carefully avoided some brittle leaves until she was in the position she desired. Mouse, she realized, catching the scent as the breeze swung a little more towards her. It only took a few more minutes. She had the patience that a regular cat couldn't match and her prey soon moved in closer to her. The mouse couldn't see her in the dim light and she wasn't moving. The kill was almost anti-climactic. " Good stalk," he said as he walked up to her. She shrugged and let the mouse go. It sat in shock for a few moments before scampering away into a tuft of grass. They both tensed instinctively, preparing for the chase, and then smiled at their reactions. " It wasn't much of a challenge," she sniffed and examined one of her paws. " It should never be a challenge," he replied, sitting down next to her. " Your instincts are still there, Luna. You're just out of practice." " You would be if you had my job," she added somewhat defensively. He flinched slightly at that, and she realized what she had implied. " I'm sorry, Artemis. I didn't mean... it's just that she's still so much work for me." " I know," he sighed and leaned against her a little bit. " I have a lot more free time now, and some nights it is very nice to be able to let instincts take over for a while and not have to remember." " I know," she whispered. " I miss that, too." " I told you I could take some of your nights for you." " I... she's still such a handful that I really wouldn't feel right doing that. Sometimes I feel that she'll never grow up." " You've done a good job, dear," he added and began to groom her behind the ears, right where he knew she liked it. " Usagi is a light that only shines in the darkest hours." " And to think that I wondered just where Minako-chan came up with all that horrible dialogue that Usagi-chan copied," Luna teased him before getting serious. " She's having a tougher time accepting it right now. Usagi has been very upset ever since Minako-chan saw her changing. She almost tried using the crystal last night to bring her back." " Baka," he growled softly. He got up and began to walk up towards the top of the hill. " I could have told her that it won't work." " Artemis," she called out in a shocked voice as she followed him. " You mean to tell me that-" " What would you expect?" he whispered so quietly she almost didn't hear what he said. She could, however, easily feel the pain in his voice. " Yes, I tried to reach her mind. She was as much my daughter as Diana will ever be. She was my friend, Luna. " I snuck in to see her the first night and almost put my entire soul into her in an effort to find out what happened. I still couldn't find her. I've done the same thing every couple of months on the hope that we've somehow gotten lucky. " That girl looks like her and smells like her, but we still can't prove that it is the Minako we knew. There's no sign of Minako. I can't even find any sign of Venus anymore." " Oh, no!" she exclaimed. " Artemis, I'm so sorry. Why didn't you tell us?" He sighed as they reached the actual grounds of the shrine but didn't answer her right away. Phobos and Deimos didn't even stir from their perch as the cats walked by them after climbing a tree en route to a warm spot on the roof near the chimney. It was only after they had curled up in a ball together that he went on. " I may have been wrong, Luna, and I couldn't... couldn't bring myself to break her heart like that." " That's true. It has been tough enough for Usagi with Minako-chan being gone, let alone the chance that it might be permanent, " she replied, remembering the scene on the chartered Learjet after Usagi had been seen off by Minako's parents. Usagi, along with Michiru, Haruka and the two cats were supposed to be going to Europe to see the girl who was being hired to be Minako's double on the volleyball tour. The strain of having to imitate Minako and deal with her parents left Usagi so emotionally drained that she had collapsed as soon as the doors closed. Michiru took her into her arms and got her onto the plane's couch. Usagi wasn't wailing like she usually did when she cried. This was a quiet sobbing that just wouldn't stop until she fell asleep a few hours later. The two women diverted the plane to Okinawa and took Usagi to a private resort for some time to recover and regroup. The two cats, along with Haruka, flew back later that night in order to bring Mamoru to Usagi. She also took the opportunity to do a light mind-touch on Usagi's family so they wouldn't miss her for a few weeks since the black cat was the most familiar with them. " Her mother would be proud of her," he added a few moments later. " I think that we've done a good job." " I think so, too," she replied before resting her head on him and closing her eyes for a brief catnap. He was only too glad to join her, and for some time the only sounds were the branches rustling in the light breeze. *********************************************** A small noise woke the child up in the darkness of the early morning. She stirred and looked up before breaking into a grin as she recognized the visitor. The child didn't make a sound, though. She had learned that the other one would leave if she began to cry out. The mark on her forehead began to softly glow, giving everything in the room a pale, golden tint that matched the child's hair. " That's very good, little one," the woman whispered, picked up the child and made her way to a seat on the sofa by the window. A hand was gently laid over the glowing sigil as another appeared in response, glowing in a luminescent violet on the woman's head. The child's faded after a few minutes. " You're not needed right now, sweetheart. Rest while you can." She always liked this view from this particular house. The city lights and the darkness of Tokyo Bay were a wonderful contrast and she used to spend a lot of time here just looking at them. This was even better now, she admitted to herself. It had been so long since she had been able to do this. The others were like her children in some ways, or her younger sisters in an extended family. She had helped raise almost all of them over the years, even the one she now held. She had long since lost track of how many hours had been spent like this in the early mornings of the past in the castle on the moon, holding one of them and looking up at the blue orb that loomed above them. Her voice wasn't used to singing this softly and threatened to break a few times, but she quietly crooned a lullaby that hadn't been heard for over a thousand years. The last time she had sang other than this was one time just after meeting the first of the others here, when she had walked in on them while they were playing music together. She knew the words, of course. It was her help that enabled the composer to finish the piece all those years ago. The other two had been startled, but continued playing as she took over the role of the singer from Haruka, and put her heart into it as a remembrance of the glories that she had seen go by and the brilliance of a young prodigy. They almost applauded as she finished, but that would have spoiled the moment. They also wanted her to continue performing with them, but she had declined the invitation. Her song tonight had the same effect on the girl that it did in a previous life, and the child was asleep in a few minutes. The woman was almost surprised that she remembered the lullaby since it had been so long ago. In a way, the others had it easier. They didn't have to live through everything like she had to, but had simply slept through a thousand years. No, they had it much easier, and on some days the load was harder for her to bear than on others. The years weighed heavily on her right now, and two lines of tears silently made their way down her face. The faintest of pressures on her shoulder made her look up in surprise. The translucent form of a woman stood before her. She had long, golden hair that reached to her waist, a fuku of white and orange with a blue bow, and her eyes were very sad, but also sympathetic. This ghost knew something of her pain, she realized, and she stood to properly greet her. A thought silently changed her clothes to match the style of the other's, a matching fuku but in a black that seemed to absorb the light where the spirit was in glowing orange. She nodded once, silently. Words were not necessary. Another figure appeared in the room. She was also not fully there; a diaphanous, young woman who was just a little shorter than the first apparition. She had short, shoulder length black hair and her clothes matched the others, but in purple with dark red ribbons. The newcomer came over and embraced the woman, melting into nothingness as she did so. She should have been sad at her departure, but was refreshed in spirit. The other one stepped forward as well. An insubstantial hand stroked the child's hair once, and then she felt the comfort that the embrace should have brought as the image dissolved at her touch. She wasn't alone, she realized, her mood brightening somewhat. They did remember her, and understood her duty and the demands it made on her. " Thank you," she softly spoke and put the child back into the crib. The blankets were carefully tucked back in and she gave her a soft kiss on her forehead before standing up straight. A staff appeared in her hand, the gem at the top glowing a soft red, and she vanished just before the door opened to admit a sleepy young woman who stifled a yawn as she went in to check on the child. Her hair bobbed around her neck as she bent over the crib, it's black color and cut an exact copy of that of one of the spirits who had been in the room a few moments before. The young woman yawned again and went back to bed, still trying to figure out what had awoken her a few moments ago if the child was asleep. ********************************************** The calm night at the shrine didn't last long. The crows started screeching at the same time the cats both heard a fearful cry ring out from inside the shrine building. " Rei!" Luna called out, realizing that the voice was too high pitched to be either of the men there. Two lights came on downstairs and they could hear a pair of footsteps going up the stairs. Artemis was in motion already, scampering around the rooftop until he was outside of Rei's window. Luna was right behind him. They could see the door inside burst open as Yuuichiro came through with Rei's grandfather in hot pursuit. The girl herself was sitting upright in bed with the covers tangled around her legs and waist. They found that her eyes were wide and unblinking when the older man threw the light switch. " Rei-chan!" Yuuichiro called out to her and gently shook her by the shoulders. His intentions were good, but it still didn't prevent her grandfather from pitching him out the door for approaching her in such a state of relative undress. " Make some tea, son," he called out over his shoulder, flashing a brief smile of gratitude at the younger man to let him know he wasn't in the wrong for what he had done. They could see that while the priest was concerned, he wasn't in a state of panic. " Rei-chan," he softly called to her in a soothing tone of voice. His hands pressed against the sides of her head at the temple while he intoned a low chant that reminded the cats of the mantra the girl used with her wards. The girl shuddered and relaxed, slumping against him for support. " Thank you, ojii-san," she said a few minutes later. " A vision?" he asked. " You came out of the dream in a trance state." " Another vision," she admitted. A knock at the door kept her from saying anything more. She straightened the sheets and pulled them up around her chest as he got up to open the door. Yuuichiro came in with the tea and a look of concern on his face that was mirrored on the two outside. " Are you all right, Rei-san?" he asked, his concerns and the presence of the priest making him use a more respectful form of addressing her. She nodded at him and gave him a warm smile when he handed her the tea. " Could we talk about it in the morning?" she asked before her grandfather could ask her to explain what she had seen. " I want... I need to meditate and clear my mind before I start to forget anything about it." " I'll go tend to the fire," Yuuichiro said, moving to leave. Her grandfather nodded his agreement, but she could see his concern. He turned down the corridor and the younger man began to close the door. " Thank you, Yuu-chan," she softly said, getting a smile back from him. The door finished closing and she heard a muffled cry from the hallway, and her grandfather beginning one of his tirades about the boy being too familiar with his granddaughter as they went down the stairs. He did tend to be very conservative in regards to their dating and their relationship, but she also knew that he was hiding a smile behind his mustache. The priest had gotten fond of the young man over the years. The scratching at the window roused her. She opened it, and was rather surprised when two cats jumped in instead of the birds she had expected. Artemis blushed and politely turned away from her. Luna affectionately smacked him in the back of the head and muttered something about his being a peeping tom while Rei blushed as well. She slid on a robe and tied the sash before sitting back down on the bed. " Are you all right, Rei-chan," Luna quietly asked. " What's this about visions?" " I had the first one about two months ago," she admitted. " I'd wake up and have this grave sense of foreboding, but I couldn't remember seeing the cause." " And it was worse tonight?" Artemis ventured. The girl nodded before taking a drink of the tea. She held up a hand to them and spent a few minutes composing her thoughts before continuing. " We've been studying astronomy in my science class at school. The sun is supposed to eventually cool off for a long time before partially collapsing and going nova. It will blow off most of it's outer layers a few billion years from now. This will destroy most of the inner planets, by the way," she nervously added, grimacing despite trying to smile and make it a joke. " It didn't happen in the future like it was supposed to in my dream. It was happening now. The final winter came. Everything was freezing, and we... we all died." ************************************************ " Thanks for waiting, Usagi-chan," she said, still slightly out of breath from running to the recently opened cafe from the bus stop. " It was no problem," she replied as she looked up from the cup of Darjeeling tea she was nursing along. " I'm glad you could make it today." Naru smiled as she sat down in the other seat of the corner booth, marveling at the changes she had seen over the past year and a half. While she had only been about ten minutes late, the Usagi she used to know would have had the table covered with empty ice cream soda glasses by now, or some other calorie-laden concoction. " You know, she admitted, glancing around to make sure that none of the other patrons of the cafe could hear them. " It is kind of ironic that you chose this place to meet today." " Huh?" she blurted as a confused look came across her face. " It is called Cafe Luna, silly," Naru smiled, her blue eyes sparkling in the sunlight. Usagi blushed in relief before she could prevent it, and then felt a little pang of loss at seeing the green bow holding back Naru's reddish-brown hair. She recalled a similar red one that someone else used to wear who also had blue eyes and smiled a lot. " Why do you say that?" she asked, still hoping that the conversation wouldn't go in a certain way. Sometimes, she had this eerie feeling that Naru knew more than she was letting on. It wasn't entirely explained by the fact that her boyfriend was the vital cog in the rumor mill, either. " Your cat," she commented, and Usagi breathed a sigh of relief. " Any word from that college?" she asked, hoping to change the subject. " That's part of what I wanted to talk to you about," Naru began, pouring herself a cup of tea and browsing through the menu for a moment, and then catching the waiter's eye so they could place their orders. " We got our acceptance letters from Nekomi Tech yesterday, although it is still conditional on our finishing high school, if you want to call going in just for homeroom every morning the equivalent of high school." " Naru!" she gasped, feeling happy for her friend. " I'm so glad for you! You both really wanted to go to the same university, and he's had that one in mind since grade school." " I know," the brunette smiled back. " The extra credits we got from taking the summer classes allowed us to finish most of our schooling and take the entrance exams a semester early. I put in for their business program so I can help my mom, and Umino is going for the computer courses. " We met this really nice exchange student when we toured the campus last week, and she and Umino got along really well. They were speaking in Greek, for all I knew while they talked about computers and stuff, but he thinks that we'll do well there. Can you believe that the auto club already is already trying to get him to sign up with them to help computerize their latest project?" " He doesn't even have a driver's license yet," she protested, heartily laughing all the while. " I'm glad that you got accepted, but I'm going to really miss you. Nekomi is on the other side of Tokyo, and you've already said that you want to move into a place near the university you went to." " I know, Usagi-chan. We won't be able to see each other as much for a little while, but you're going to be awfully busy yourself. You still have the last semester to finish up and your entrance exams to take. You're going to be eighteen in a few months and you need to get some idea of what school you want to go to." " I need to make it through this one first," she moaned. " Haruna-sensei has finally gotten over her surprise at the change in my grades and is getting her revenge for the principal assigning her to every class as I progressed to it." " The other teachers were afraid of you, Usagi-chan," Naru giggled. " Haruna-sensei is just paying the price for complaining about you so much to the other teachers." " She'll be the end of me!" they both intoned in unison in a near-perfect imitation of the teacher they had in their first two years of high school before breaking into easy laughter together. The waiter came by at that time to drop off their meals, and they were quiet for a few minutes as they began to eat. " Thank you," Naru said suddenly after releasing a deep sigh. " I've been a nervous wreck trying to figure out how to approach you on it, but I did want to thank you." " Excuse me?" " Usagi," she began, clearly not using the -chan suffix she always used when talking to her in order to emphasize the seriousness of what she was about to say and the closeness of their relationship. " I know, Usagi. I've known for quite some time about who you also are." " Naru-chan," she stammered, letting her fork slip from her fingers and clearly at a loss for words. Naru reached out and took Usagi's hands in her own. " I used to be mad about what happened, and that you didn't tell me. We've been the best of friends since the third grade, and then everything changed after you got Luna almost four years ago. Suddenly, you didn't have the time for me, it seemed. You had a bunch of new friends, and I figured that was the end of it. People sometimes just drift apart as life goes on. " Then, out of the blue, you wanted back into my life like everything was back to the way it used to be. That went on for nearly a half a year, and then you're gone again and running around with Ami-chan and Mako-chan. The funny thing was that you had been so close so suddenly, and all three of you seemed to have forgotten about each other at the same time, and then remembered about your previous friendship at the same time." She held up a hand to forestall Usagi's protests and took a sip of water. " It finally clicked, Usagi. I don't know why it took so long, but I suddenly realized what was going on with you a couple of years ago, and then I realized the truth about the rest of them once I thought about it for a little while. Wherever you were, she would show up." " I'm sorry, Naru-chan. I don't know what to say." " I won't tell anyone, Usagi," she went on with a little smile. " Not even Umino. I realize how much you've had to do to protect so many people as well as us, and I don't hold it against you for not telling me. I'm just glad that you've taken the time over the last two years to spend some more time with me, and to not just let our friendship die. It really means a lot to me, although I wish you would let me help you with what's been bothering you so much the last week. I know you well enough to see that you're hiding something." " In for a penny," she sighed heavily, and fished her wallet out of her purse. She flipped it open, took out a picture and handed it over to Naru. " Do you remember Minako-chan?" " Yes," she said, looking at the picture of the little girl. " She went to Europe to go to school, didn't she? This is the baby that Michiru-san and Haruka-san adopted, though." " No," she forced the words out past the pain. " That's not right. She died almost two years ago, Naru-chan. She gave up her life to save mine. We think she was reborn as that child, but we don't have any way of knowing for certain." " Usagi-" she began, slipping around in the booth and putting a comforting arm around her friend. " That's not all, though," she interrupted and sniffled, trying to hold back the tears that were welling in her eyes. " She's really bright and quickly learned all of our names. She saw me transform one day last week. I wasn't thinking and did it in front of her. Now, she's changed in how she acts towards me. I was her favorite one, and now she doesn't even remember my name anymore." A sob finally escaped from her as she began to tremble. " She calls me Serenity." Naru blinked in confusion, not knowing what Usagi was referring to, but the pain her friend was feeling was obvious. She gathered her into her arms to console her, and held Usagi while she half-heartedly tried to pull away. " No... can't cry," Usagi managed between the sobs she was trying to suppress. " I have to be strong. She gave me another chance and I have to be strong this time." " Silly girl," Naru gently scolded her as the dam broke and the tears began to roll down her face. She pulled her head down onto her shoulder and patted her gently on the back. " You can't hold everything in like that, Usagi-chan. Just let it out, and then we can talk about it. We've got plenty of time, and you can tell me all about it." ************************************************ The bell rang, signaling the end of classes for the day and causing a stampede for the doors. What she would do next was mainly done just to annoy Sister Agnes. The old nun had been a monster towards all of them recently, and she just couldn't take it anymore. Her locker was just outside the room that the old prune taught in during the last period, and she also knew that the teacher would be just beyond the doors to the walkway outside right now, trying to get the other girls to behave in a more dignified fashion. Fat chance of that on a Friday afternoon in early April when the sun was in the sky, boyfriends were out there to be found and a vacation loomed ahead. Fishing the denim shorts out of her locker, she slid them on underneath her skirt and stepped out of the lower half of the uniform of Thomas Aquinas school for girls. Her top came off next, revealing the T-shirt she wore underneath it to combat the overachieving air-conditioner in the new building that nearly made her last two classes the equivalent of a winter wonderland. She didn't like the cold in that building and dressed accordingly, all the while considering throwing a curse on the ancestors of whichever dirty old priest came up with the school uniform. Being forced to wear a short skirt in winter wasn't easy, not when you preferred the heat of summer. The spring weather was the most variable, however. It would be warm outside, freezing inside and difficult to adjust to the change. The garments went into her backpack along with the uniform shoes. She stepped into her sneakers and ran out the doors, passing the old nun in a blink of an eye. " Good-bye, Sister Agnes!" she called out cheerfully, scandalizing her teacher and sending her into a fit of spluttering about the degradation of morals in this age and what a proper young lady should be wearing. She herself was far too respectful of other religions to insult them, but nothing in the Shinto precepts taught to her by her grandfather said anything about poking a little fun at a fractious old nun who thought that the ideal career for her students was joining a nunnery. Some of the other girls there had a good laugh at the expense of the teacher as Rei continued running out the gates and down the low hill. Her conditioning let her keep up the brisk pace and to just make it past St. Andrew's before the bell rang there. She liked the attention from the boys there at her school's affiliate, but she wasn't in the mood right now to fend off some of her ardent admirers. By the time the boys got out of class and off the school grounds she was two blocks away and around a corner. Assured of having a peaceful time the rest of the way home, she slowed her pace to a steady walk and window shopped at a few of her favorite stores as she went by. Her wardrobe needed a few new things, anyway, and she liked to get out and see the displays of the new merchandise. She hadn't the opportunity to do much of that recently. A number of things had made her very busy recently. She had taken one of the preparatory classes for her university entrance exams despite Ami's offer of help. Ami was a wonderful friend but wouldn't be as hard on her as she needed someone to be at times. Things were also looking up between her and Yuuichiro. Somewhere, the ice had broken between them. She didn't know when or where it had occurred. Their relationship was also a slow one to develop. It wasn't easy going from being friends with someone to becoming lovers, which was what it seemed to be heading towards. Between these things and her duties as a Senshi, she had been very busy, indeed, but she decided that she felt good enough today to take a little detour. Going through the mall up ahead would add a few blocks to her trip, but she didn't mind. The shop would be open. The mall she turned into was an old one and an old design. The newer malls were practically glass enclosed cities with wide streets. This one was open to the sky and almost narrow, and it only covered the distance between the two streets. Some food vendors had set up carts, resulting in a delicious smell and an almost tangible warmth that the new malls lacked. The shops and their customers had been here for a long time in most cases, and she simply liked it better here. She darted into one shop and poked her head around the corner into another. The proprietor of the one she was in smiled at the game that was played out about once every two weeks. The clerk at the music store was helping some grungy looking guys in the drum section, so she slipped around the corner, went in and sat down at the bench of the organ by the entrance. The functions of the switches had already been memorized, and her fingers flew over the two banks above the twin keyboard. They pressed down a few keys and lifted several others. The organ hummed a little as it warmed up, and then the thunderous opening of the movement filled up the store. Even the rockers turned, impressed by the power of the piece despite it's classical origin, and listened until she had finished. " That was excellent work," said an older man who had come out of the office in the back of the store as she played. " It will, however, take more that cutting off several opening bars or so of that one to fool me, my dear. " That was from Gustav's 'The Planets', but your selection surprises me. You're more of a Jupiter to me. The bringer of jollity, you lighten up my store every time you show up, Miss Hino." " Jupiter?" she echoed in surprise as she powered down the organ and reset the controls. Then she laughed aloud. " No, I'm not a Jupiter." " Neptune the mystic, perhaps, but anything other than the bringer of war," he smiled back. " I'm sure that Holst never had you in mind when he wrote that work." " I can only hope to be like Neptune," she cryptically responded and then laughed again, shaking off the sudden somber look that came into her eyes. " I'm clearly and definitely Mars, I'm afraid." " Well, Miss Mars," he said as he extended a hand to help her to her feet. " Are you going to be able to get yourself that birthday present you want so much?" " I'm close, but not that close. I only have a few weeks until the birthday comes around and I'm about two months away from saving up for the piano." " That's too bad, then. I know how much you want that one we have." " Yes," she admitted, looking in the direction of the upright. She had been saving up for it for over a year now. While it would have only taken a word to some of her friends to obtain it, she wanted to get it on her own. The mirrors at the back of the store behind the piano revealed something that made her face go pale. She spun just in time to see a cascade of auburn hair move out of her line of sight and then she was already on her way to the door. The owner of that hair had been in the doorway when she glanced in the mirror. " I'm sorry, Mr. Tomino," she called out over her shoulder. " I just saw someone I needed to talk to. I'll be back in here soon!" It only took her a few moments to reach the walkway and begin to run in the direction the other woman had taken. The walkway was virtually empty with the exception of the sidewalk area about fifty meters away. The only ones near her a mother and her two young children. She slowed to a stop. A loud sigh escaped her lips as she blankly walked towards the street in order to have a look around even though she knew that she wouldn't see her there. The wall to her right got an accusing stare from her. Ghosts were supposed to be able to go through walls, and she had seen a ghost a few moments ago. It had been nearly two years since anyone had seen that girl who was in the mirror. A whisper escaped her without really being noticed. " Hamaji." *********************************************** " Do you feel it, too?" Haruka looked up as a shadow fell across her. She shivered despite the fact that it was a pleasant morning and she was wearing a shirt and slacks. " Yes." " The seas are troubled, Haruka," Michiru said as she sat down next to her on the towel. Michiru had wanted to go swimming in the ocean in order to clear her mind, so they had driven to this resort late last night. They only had gotten a few hours of sleep but they were used to that. Neither of them needed as much as a normal person, and they had the beach to themselves at this early hour. " Just like the wind," the blonde added, glancing up. The sun was just rising over the horizon and colored the clouds in tones of orange. " It looks calm, but you can feel the tension building." " Something is going to happen today," Michiru replied and began to dry her hair with her towel. " Do you still like my hands?" Haruka grinned, catching Michiru's and gathering her into an embrace. The other woman laughed gently and let herself get pulled down onto her partner. The white one-piece she wore was still wet and left some damp marks on Haruka's shirt. " Yes, I still like your hands," she murmured, squeezing them and remembering that day when they had felt this way before. To their surprise, it turned out that they actually had the talismans that they had been looking for. Neither had realized it because the artifacts were supposed to be in the possession of a person with a pure heart. Haruka had said that particular morning that she thought her hands were dirty, a metaphor for all the things that she had done that she felt would have made her unable to have the talisman.. " I like your heart, too," she added, leaning over to briefly kiss Haruka. " We'd best be going, then. I told Makoto that we'd be at her place by nine to pick up Minako-chan." " Nine?" she protested, grinning. " That doesn't leave me much time to drive all the way back to Tokyo if you take the hour you usually do getting ready. You must have a lot of faith in my driving." " I'm the passenger, aren't I?" she quipped, getting to her feet and helping Haruka to hers. They walked up the beach and back to the inn with their arms around each other. *********************************************** " That's really weird," she agreed with Usagi as they walked through the park. The morning sun made her squint a little bit but didn't seem to be bothering the blonde. It was probably because Usagi still wasn't used to being up so early on a Saturday morning. " I know, Mako-chan. Wouldn't you think it was strange to see someone who died nearly two years ago?" " She didn't die," she commented as she stopped to see if there was some way to put down the cover of the stroller to shield Minako's eyes against the bright light. She shouldn't have even bothered because the child was still asleep. " Rei-chan said that she disappeared without a trace. What I don't like is the day it happened." Usagi's face fell for a moment at the reminder of that day in June nearly two years ago. She wasn't the only one who had died. Makoto had been among the vanquished. The child in the stroller was possibly the only reason that they were alive this day. " Rei feels that it's related to us somehow," she explained. " The fire didn't tell her anything conclusive, though." " I hate this part," the taller young woman growled, smacking the fist of her right hand into the palm of her left in frustration. " I hate knowing that something is going to happen, and not knowing what." " Mako-chan," she said as she saw the look on her friend's face. She pulled her over to a bench that was shaded by a tree and sat her down. " Maybe it will just be another golem." " I hope so," she suddenly grinned. " I could really stand taking out some aggressions out on one of them. They're not bright but they are resistant to damage." They laughed together at her joke and relaxed for a few minutes. The child stirred in her sleep and the brunette looked in on her again with a smile on her face. " I owe her a lot, you know,- " she began when the blonde interrupted her. " Would you have made the same choice that she did?" she asked Makoto, indicating the child. " Yes, Usagi-chan," she sighed. The other had similar conversations with Usagi recently about the same subject. It was only a matter of time until she got around to asking her this question. " I don't know how she did it, but I would have done the same." " Why, Mako-chan?" she nearly cried out. " Why are you all so eager to die for me?" She threw an arm around the blonde's shoulders and pulled her against her before going on. " I'm not all that eager to die, Usagi-chan. Especially not right now. Still, I wouldn't have anything now if it wasn't for you, and the others feel the same way. If there wasn't any other way to do it, I'd give up my life for yours. We all would." " Why am I so-" she began to protest when a finger was laid across her lips, silencing her. " Stop it, Usagi-chan," she said. " You're our friend. It's not because you're the princess. You've given so much to us over the years that we'd do it in order to make sure that you're all right. We want you to have some of the happiness that you've given us the chance to have. You have to stop dwelling on that, Usagi-chan. " Enough of this, though. It's too nice today for talk like that, and too early." She pulled the blonde to her feet and got her walking along the path that meandered around the lake at the center of the park. There were a few joggers out this early in the morning, but the crowds would only come a little later in the day. She kept up a flow of small talk to keep her occupied and to cheer her up until they came to the cart of a street vendor and bought two cups of tea. " Now, Usagi-chan," she added after they resumed their stroll. " Today is supposed to be a special one. I want you to cheer up, all right?" " All right, Mako-chan," she automatically responded, but her eyes took a few minutes to brighten up. It was too nice a morning to be down and her natural, sunny disposition finally came through. " You're awfully cheerful this morning. Did everything go all right last night with Hiro?" " You mean 'my hero' ?" she giggled at the play on words and then got a wistful look on her face. " Yes, it did, but he left this morning and won't be back until the end of the break. His parents want him to go, and he's close with his relatives in Nagasaki." " So, would you call your first real date with him a success?" " Yes, you little matchmaker. We've seen movies together a few times before and such, but it was our first real date last night. I had a good time." " That's great, Mako-chan," she exclaimed. " It seems that running into your sempai last month was a good thing, then." " Oh, yes," she laughed heartily. " I was so hung up on him that it was funny, and he made an absolute fool of himself that day when he saw me pushing this stroller. He was thinking that she was his child, and started talking about marriage. "I needed that, Usagi-chan. I was able to finally see just how much of a fool I was to have done that to myself over someone like him. After that, the idea of dating other guys didn't seem to be so strange, and I wasn't holding anyone up to a false standard that I'd built up over the years." " I'm really glad, Mako-chan. I'm glad you're finally over him." The tolling of a church bell in the distance made the taller girl check her watch and gasp in surprise. " I didn't realize that it was so late! I've got to get going, Usagi-chan. The cooking part is done, but I'll still have to assemble and pack a lot of stuff. Could you wait here a few minutes for Michiru? I told her to check the park first before going to my house to pick her up." " Certainly, Mako-chan," she agreed, nodding her head. " Ami-chan and I need to drop by school to see the test results, and then I'm free until twelve. I'll see you later." The brunette scowled at the mention of tests, but then gave her a quick smile before running off to her apartment. Makoto had volunteered to do a lot of work for today and would need the time to get everything ready. ************************************************ He glared at the book, but it still refused to give up the secrets that it held between it's covers. His coffee had grown cold as well. All in all, it hadn't been a good morning. This library had almost become his second home over the last year and a third he had been researching. Despite his intentions, the puzzle here had drawn him in. He pushed himself backwards, allowing the chair to roll back a meter from the desk. His eyes acknowledged the size of the room and how many books he still had to go through. The house was in one of the very affluent neighborhoods of Tokyo. Michiru had been the one to discover it while going through Setsuna's records. It was one of several houses that they didn't know of her having and was part of a series of safe-houses. The fact that there were two libraries had caught her eye. Ami had been called in when they found out what the second, smaller library had dedicated to. All of these houses had extensive libraries that were mainly devoted to reference materials. If you wanted to find out just about anything, one of these libraries was the place to go. The one in this house had been a great deal of help to him. The second library here was devoted to works on magic. Michiru and Ami had tried and failed to learn anything of substance there and had called him in. He was the closest they had to someone who could actually manipulate magic. The others used it, but they didn't know how they did. His time had been spent going through all the books and he averaged about two to three hours a day on a regular basis in addition to going to college. Usagi had tried to help him at first until he gently sent her away. She meant well, but was a distraction here. The selection at the library covered just about any comprehensive work in the field for the last three hundred years. Most of the authors were fakes or charlatans, and only a few were by writers concerned with rational analysis of the subject. Some were originals and some reproductions, but all of them had one distinct drawback. The problem was that none of them actually could prove that magic existed, let alone use it. His conversations with Kunzite when he started had helped him to prove his theory about that point. That would mean, according to logic, that none of the books could help him to learn anything about the subject. Unfortunately, there were enough kernels of wisdom hidden among the chaff to make him go through all of them. His old mentor had been able to guide him at first, but it was getting harder to contact him as time went on. He calculated he would only have a few more conversations with Kunzite until he could no longer manage to make the connection between the living and the dead. Kunzite's power had helped to make the contact possible. Jadeite and Zoicite were only reachable a few times until their stones didn't react to him anymore. Nephrite managed an even dozen. They were only able to cover the basics that they taught him long ago, but anything was better than the search through the books or waiting to remember. The book that he was glaring at had a very obscure section that hinted at actually having some real meaning. He picked up his notes again and studied them, along with consulting his database on the computer. Ami would come by once a week and do the work involved in setting up the cross-referenced system based on his notes that would really yield results. His watch chimed, reminding him of the hour. He'd have to leave in two hours to pick up Usagi and go to the park. He stood and stretched for a few minutes before going over to the side of the library that held the books he had gone through. Something was nagging at him about the book on the desk. Somewhere on that set of shelves was the clue he was looking for. He was getting very close to something important but he lacked the piece of the puzzle that would let him get a glimpse of the total picture. All he needed was a hint of where it was. All he wanted was something that would prove him wrong. His next decision was almost one of desperation. Ami gave him an updated printout of the list of books he had covered. Taking it out, he cut it into equal sized pages and taped them together into a rough square. Then he smoothed it out on top of one of the large tables in the middle of the room and climbed up so he was sitting cross-legged next to it. Several minutes of steady breathing calmed his body while his meditative exercises calmed his mind. He slipped off the necklace he wore under his shirt. There was a ring on it, a plain silver band set with a teardrop shaped piece of turquoise. The ring was the only thing that he had that belonged to his mother in this time. He still couldn't remember her actual face. Only the photographs came to his mind when he tried. The ring had survived the fire that had destroyed everything else in the car. He was hoping that it would serve as a link to his mother in the past. She had been rumored to have the gift of prophecy and he was in need of some kind of guidance. Maybe her gift had been passed on to him somehow, and he intoned a brief prayer that it be so. Closing his eyes, he extended the hand that held the chain, letting the ring swing to and fro underneath it. He started in a slow, deliberate spiral pattern that would bring the ring over each part of the chart. A strange feeling made him stop at one point and set the ring down. He only opened his eyes long enough to make a small mark on the paper with a pen before he closed his eyes again. The chart was turned several times at random until he had no clear idea which side was towards him. After that, he did the same test again. It took him ten more minutes to repeat the exercise two more times. He'd kept his eyes closed the whole time after making that first mark. A bead of sweat dropped from his hair, a sign of the effort that the concentration on the simple spell had taken from him. He didn't yet have perfect faith in this method, but it might be a start for him. The marks were all on one section of one page, which gave him a glimmer of hope that he had done the exercise correctly. The names were familiar to him, so he took a few of those books down at random to skim over them for some hint of why they were indicated. The fifth book gave him an idea and a reference to one of the books that he hadn't read yet. He took out the book that was mentioned and skimmed over it to acquaint himself with the contents. He wouldn't have the time to read it today, but a mention of a tribe of Australian aborigines caught his eye. The practice the book said they employed was a new one to him, so he wrote a note to put this new book into his queue of ones to be read and walked down the hallway to the main library. Thick carpets muffled his footsteps as he opened the doors and walked to the computer. It only took a moment to boot up and give him a list of books that had the information he desired. The first one was an old book that was first published in 1953. The notes on the computer mentioned that the descriptions were accurate but that the author's conclusions were in question in view of the decisions reached in a more recent work. He opened it carefully because of the old spine and almost jumped when a slip of paper that was yellow with age fell to the floor. Endymion-sama, Please join me upstairs in the observation room. I'd like to speak with you in private. ************************************************ " Hi, Ami-chan!" Usagi called out, waving at her friend. " Good morning," Ami cheerfully replied. " Are you ready to see how you did?" " I guess," the blonde grinned. " I've been a little nervous about this one, but I think that it's been a force of habit for so long to be worried rather than actually being worried." Ami laughed at the humor in her voice and started walking with her to the bulletin board outside the school offices. Her sandals tapped out a steady beat on the pavement until they took a short cut across the grass. " I'm hoping to have broken eighty percent, Ami-chan," Usagi said after a few minutes. They would have normally gotten the test results yesterday, but there was some sort of delay in getting their tests graded and the results would go up on a Saturday. " That would be great if you did," she smiled. Usagi had come a long way in her studies, although Ami didn't like to think about the reasons why. This turnaround had come in the semester following Minako's death. Usagi was doing much better in her classes, but her reasons for doing better were a source of worry for Ami. She should be studying to make herself better. " Hey," she exclaimed, eager to change the subject. " There's your new boyfriend." " Ami-chan!" Usagi complained. " Shino-san is not, I repeat, not my new boyfriend." The young man at the board turned and waved as Ami giggled. He wore the older style of school uniform in black with a high collar rather than the shirt and tie that were currently preferred. He had short, black hair and was taller than the girls, but not by too much. The gossip said that he didn't have many friends because of the accident. Shino Takayama had been the only survivor of a car wreck that had killed his natural parents. Head trauma had robbed him of his memories of the time before he was sixteen. He could read and write, for example, but he didn't remember going to school to learn it. This was his second semester at their school. Green eyes were covered with another stigma in the minds of most of the students at the school. He wore glasses, and while they weren't as bad as the ones like Umino wore, they were bad enough. He was considered different. Usagi had been one of the few to try and befriend him. They got along well with each other and even had some classes together. " Hi, Shino!" Usagi called out. " Hi, Shino-san," Ami respectfully added. " Usagi-chan, Ami-chan, " he slightly bowed to them, more out of respect than formality. Ami had been one of the others that had looked beyond the gossip, although a lot of it had been at Usagi's prompting at first. He had even reminded Mako-chan of her sempai for about a week. " I'm not too surprised at the results today." " As always, Ami-chan gets to put another notch on her pencil case," Usagi drawled, making her friend blush. " How'd you do, Shino?" " The usual," he admitted. " Good in math and science and I flopped in the arts again. I hate those subjects. Math has one answer, not all this stuff about how you feel and if the teacher happens to agree with you today." Ami stepped up to look over the lists that showed the exams for several subjects and was joined by the others. " Shino-san," she said. " Second on two of the lists isn't just good. That's great work." " Ami-chan," he blushed slightly. " Please, don't call me that. I'm not used to it and I'd rather my friends didn't use it when referring to me. Besides, my scores aren't all that great. Great would have been beating you out for the top place." " All right, Shino," she agreed, still looking down the list. She had forgotten about that part. He had been adopted by an American serviceman and his wife. Both of his parents were fluent in English, but his father had some troubles with Japanese. Shino had picked up his father's unease with the honorifics being used among friends. To him, his using the '-chan' suffix while addressing them was a sign of their friendship." Still, you did very well on your tests." She knew something was up when Usagi started getting that little smile on her face. It had started showing up as her grades began to improve. Her eyes finally found Usagi's scores. They were just a little higher on the lists than she had been looking. " Usagi!" she yelled as she grabbed and hugged her. " An 80.2% average. You did it!" " Congratulations," Shino said, clapping the blond on the shoulder. " I told you, Ami-chan," Usagi exclaimed. " I thought I did good on those." " She certainly did," Shino added a few moments later and began to scan the tops of the lists again before muttering under his breath. " Again? This is getting silly." " I'm sorry?" Ami asked. " Here," he explained, pointing at the lists. " The spots for numbers four and five are held by the same two people again, the same ones who have been there for just about every test this year in every subject." Ami and Usagi looked at the test results with a good idea of what they would find. 4. Michiru Kaioh 5. Haruka Ten'ou " You two know them," Shino asked. " What gives here? I know they were a year ahead of us, but there is no way that they were held back because of poor grades." They traded a quick glance that the boy missed. " It wasn't academic problems," Usagi hastily began. " Almost all of their school records were destroyed when their school blew up a couple of years ago. They were in an advanced honors program at the Infinity Academy " When they were going to be placed into the regular school system, one of the administrators expressed some misgivings about their achievements in that advanced classes and whether they had truly accomplished what they stated. Michiru and Haruka are both very proud, and they demanded that they be allowed to repeat the grade that they almost finished if the school board had any suspicion that they didn't properly earn it. That's why they're in our grade." Usagi breathed a quick smile of relief as it appeared that Shino had bought the story. Michiru and Haruka had been in an advanced class at the Infinity Academy that was teaching at two grades above her own, it turned out, but they had changed their records and forced their new school district to let them into Usagi's grade in order to be near her. Haruka had been adamant about that after they got back together following the fights against the magi, regardless of the difficulties. They didn't even seem to mind that they were repeating old material. Since they could easily do the homework, it gave them more time to help take care of Minako, and allowed Hotaru to only have to take care of the girl during school hours. " That was the school in the middle of that new business district, the Mugen Delta, right? Did they ever figure out what happened?" the boy asked. " Gas main," she and Ami said in unison and then blushed at their timing. That had been the most plausible explanation for the destruction of the Infinity Academy. " Takayama!" a deep voice yelled out suddenly, making them jump in surprise. A group of four of the school's baseball players were gathered around them. The other three students there were moving away from the coming confrontation. " Let me guess," Ami said with a sinking feeling. She'd been on the receiving end of their threats before. " He ruined the grading curve for your class?" " Hey," Kawaguchi, the oldest, added. " Guess who's here as well. It's little Ami Mizuno." " Good," another rumbled. " I can make sure she regrets that perfect score in chemistry last year. I didn't get to play because of her." " Stop it!" Usagi yelled, springing in between Ami and one reaching for her. He sneered at her and shoved her back. She stumbled and fell into the wall by bulletin board. Her head hit the wall and everything went black. *********************************************** He spent several minutes considering the note itself, let alone the implications of the message. The paper was clearly older than he was. All the time in the library had made him into something of an expert on old paper. It was a heavy sheet of a quality that you just didn't get today, regardless of the expense. The watermark was of a company that had probably gone out of business years ago. The ink was even translucent. The faded writing was another hint of something being amiss. It was handwritten English, which automatically excluded any of the Inner Senshi from reading it. Ami might be able to decipher it given some time or her computer, and Minako was too young. That meant that the people who might run across the note and understand it were either himself or the Outer Senshi. Hotaru had gotten a good grasp of the language since starting to learn it a year ago while Haruka and Michiru could pass as natives of several countries. Some other concerns were put aside as he decided to check this out. He knew the room that the note referred to. The house was done in a style that imitated a famous mansion in America, even down to the small sitting room at the highest point of the roof. He and Usagi had spent quite a bit of time up there enjoying the view and getting very close to doing some of the things that they had generally agreed to wait until she turned eighteen to do again. He checked the security system as he went to the stairs leading up to that room and found the alarms still enabled. That was how he had set them after coming in this morning to start working. Taking a deep breath, he started up the stairs and into the room at the top. All four walls had large windows that gave a remarkable view of the hills and the city below. There were four chairs, two couches, one coffee table and one occupant in the room. He stopped and silently stared in shock despite the clues that indicated that it was her. " Your Majesty," she greeted him, inclining her head and making her dark green hair shimmer in the morning sunlight. She wasn't wearing her fuku. Instead, she was clad in a sharp looking, dark pink jacket and long skirt with a white blouse and boots. As usual, it looked great on her and was a good complement to her hair and skin color. " Please, won't you be seated?" " Setsuna," he stammered, sitting down automatically. " We... We thought you were dead." " I'm not," she admitted a moment later and poured him a cup of tea from the service on a platter on the table. " I don't even know if I can. That isn't important, though. I need you to promise something to me before we go any further." " I'll try," he cautiously replied. " Actually," she continued. " Two things. First, you need to promise me that you won't tell any of the others about this conversation for several days. Nobody. Not even Usagi-chan." " I'm sure you have your reasons and believe their validity," he said. " I can agree with that for the moment." " That's good," she said and then broke into a smile, one of the few times he had ever seen her do it. " Now, here's the important part. I want you to stop moping about today. Your daughter will be seeing you today for the first time in over a year of her time. She shouldn't see the face that you've been wearing for the past few weeks." " I... " he almost smiled at what she said and the words of agreement died in his throat. He took a drink of the tea to give him a moment to recover. Try as he might, he couldn't keep the look of defeat off of his face. " It's bad, Setsuna. I think I know where we all went wrong. I pray every night that it's a mistake, but I just can't get the idea out of my head." She stood and walked over to take a seat next to him. One of her hands took his in a comforting grip. " I'm sorry, Mamoru-san, but I'm afraid that you're on the right track with your work." Setsuna stopped for several minutes to carefully consider what she was going to say while she comforted him. Mamoru didn't even notice the time going by. He was in too much pain from what he was realizing. She used one of the napkins on the tray to wipe away a line of tears on his face. " We all have a great deal of power, Mamoru-san. Power that comes with a great deal of responsibilities. We have to meet the obligations that our position demands of us." " Why her?" he whispered. " She's already done so much for so many people. They don't have any idea of what she has gone through for them, and now she has to do this?" " Are you so sure that she wouldn't agree to it?" she asked. " You've seen her give so much of herself. Has she ever hesitated to make someone else's life better, and do you think that she's not going to do the same thing again if it comes down to it?" He mutely shook his head. " There's something else, isn't there?" " Yes," he finally forced himself to admit it and sighed. " I don't love the princess. I don't love Sailor Moon. I fell in love with a dear, sweet girl by the name of Usagi Tsukino. I love her more than I do life itself. Why do I have to give her up? " Why does she have to give herself up?" ************************************************ The sound of glass breaking brought her to a few moments later. The back of her head hurt and she could feel moisture on her scalp. Shino was curled up on the ground a couple of meters away and was clutching his stomach. His nose was bleeding, and Kawaguchi was stepping on his glasses. She could feel a few tears running down her face. Sympathy for him, she decided, or maybe just the pain. The one who had shoved her was named Takeru. He was stepping towards Ami, who was standing by her with her back to him and looking down at her. Ami had her transformation wand in the palm of her hand, hidden from the view of the others. Usagi almost gasped in surprise at the look on her face. She had never before seen anger in Ami's eyes. " No!" she yelled out as a movement caught her eye, desperately hoping that it sounded more like a command instead of a scream of fear or pain. Anything to stop her. This wasn't worth it. Behind one of the ones in the back, Hotaru put away the Glaive. She had been about to use it to deadly effect. Instead, she kicked his knee from the side as she walked past him and he went down screaming. Another two steps put her right behind Kawaguchi, who had knelt down and was cocking his arm back to hit Shino again. She hooked her arm around his and stopped the blow. He grunted and tried to break free, turning slightly towards her as he strained against her grasp. Her arm didn't move. She shifted her weight and brought her knee up under his chin, knocking him out cold. The other one who had been watching was already in flight. Ami had turned back around at the sounds that were the result of Hotaru's intervention. She could see that Takeru had frozen in shock as Hotaru simply stared at him. It was the same look on her face that they had seen at a planetarium just before she had been possessed. Hotaru's face promised mayhem and that she was very capable of delivering it. Ami took advantage of it by walking around in front of him and kicking him in between the legs. He'd be in pain, but it was better than what Hotaru might have done to the one who had actually hurt Usagi. " Shino," Usagi exclaimed and staggered over towards him. Hotaru stopped her before she had even gone three steps. A warm hand was gently pressed against the back of her head and the pain receded. It was very soothing and she could feel the power that Hotaru was using. " Wait a few moments before getting up after a head wound, Usagi-san," she whispered to the blonde. " I need to make sure that you're all right first. Luckily, it was just a little scrape from the wall." She helped her sit down next to him and told her to stay there for a few minutes before she walked over to the water fountain. Ami was kneeling on the other side of the boy and was helping him to sit up. " You shouldn't have done that, Usagi-chan," he admonished her and then smiled suddenly. " Thank you." " Are you all right?" she asked him as he looked around on the ground. Ami handed him the frames to his glasses and he sighed in exasperation. " It's just a bloody nose," he said as he examined the frames. " I rolled with the one to my stomach and acted like it was worse than it was. They usually don't do anything when I'm on the ground, though." He inclined his head in gratitude when Hotaru came back and handed him a wet handkerchief. " Thanks, Hotaru-chan." " Shouldn't we tell the school administration?" Ami asked while he cleaned up his face. " No," the girl with the black hair smiled. " You didn't see who was watching the whole thing. Umino's protoge` saw everything. I talked to him over by the water fountain. The whole school will know he was beaten up by a girl before homeroom on Monday." Shino laughed at that, clearly amused. " I've been in the same math class as Kawaguchi ever since I got here. He's tried pushing me around before this, but this is a far better revenge than ruining his grades." " Usagi-san," Hotaru quietly said, catching her attention. She tapped her watch. " Shino," she asked while getting up. " Are you going to be all right? I have to be going. I've got an appointment that I can't miss." " Yes," he smiled as he stood up. " I'm sorry you got dragged into this." " I'll make sure that these three are all right," Hotaru added. " You're going to be late, Usagi-san." " I'd best be going, too," the boy added, giving a little bow of gratitude towards Hotaru. " Thank you." " Bye, Shino," Usagi said as he walked off. " Does this happen much?" Hotaru asked in a cold tone of voice. " A few times," Ami admitted. " It's usually just some verbal abuse and a few vague threats. I just ignore them." The girl took a deep breath and held it for several seconds before exhaling and relaxing. She turned to the others. " I guess it's a good thing that my train was early and I decided to walk to your house." " How's your father, Hotaru-chan," Usagi asked as she picked up her purse and made sure everything was still there. " He's doing well," she replied. " I hardly had a chance to see him this time, but I had only gone up there to drop off some documents and a few books he wanted. We had dinner and talked for a while. That new bullet train line to the north sure is a big help." She looked to make sure that Shino had turned the corner around the side of the building before continuing. " Ami-chan, stay with her until Mamoru-san picks her up. I've got a funny feeling about today for some reason. I'll see you at the park. Now, get going before you're late." The two girls complied, walking off towards Usagi's house to meet her real boyfriend. Hotaru got one boy on the ground to get up. It only took a single mean look to give him all the inspiration he needed to hobble away. The big one, she realized after taking a closer look, would be out for a while longer. That just left the one who was still writhing in pain. " Hello, Takeru," she greeted him as she picked him up by the front of his jacket and hoisted him to his feet with one hand. He tried to run and realized that she was actually holding him a few centimeters above the ground. " We have some business to discuss somewhere private." To his astonishment, she jumped up to the top of the walkway as lightly as if she was jumping up a couple of stairs. She didn't seem to notice that she was carrying a guy who outweighed her by about thirty to forty kilos. The next jump took them to the top of the administration building. He began to panic as she walked around to the other side of the building and held him out over the ledge to dangle above the ground two stories below the whole way there. " You hurt her," she softly declared. He would have preferred a scream of rage to that quiet voice. " You made her cry." Her violet eyes bored into his mind. He couldn't look away. He wanted to scream. Nothing came out of his mouth. " If you ever touch her again, if you ever hurt her again or cause her any pain, I'll be back. I won't be so nice, either. The next time you'll be dead." She released him and he was finally able to scream as he fell. It was like he had been freed from a spell. His arms and legs frantically began to move as he tried to run in mid-air. She smiled at the look on his face as he fell into the overflowing garbage bin below, imagining just how ripe he was going to smell. As she walked away to another side of the building and jumped down to the ground, another person kept a close watch on her from the shadows of the air-conditioner on the top of the gym. It was a much taller building and gave her an excellent view of what had just occurred and the fight that had preceded it. The sun hit her as she stepped to the edge. Her long, auburn hair glowed in the morning sun that picked out the gold highlights of the black clothes and armor she wore. This promised to be interesting, she thought with a smile. ************************************************ " I wasn't in any danger, Mamo-chan," she pleaded. " I was with Ami-chan and Hotaru-chan." " I know, Usako. That still doesn't make it any easier for me, though. I should have been there sooner." " Listen," she scolded him and pushed him down onto the bench nearest the dock in what had become their favorite park. She bent down towards him with a stern look on her face and suddenly kissed him. They held it for a few minutes before she sat down next to him and spoke in a quiet voice. " This is a happy day, Mamo-chan. Don't feel like that. If I was in real trouble, you would have been there. You're always there when it counts." " Thank you, love," he whispered pulling her head down onto his shoulder and putting an arm around her. " You always can make me feel better." They stayed that way for several minutes before noticing another nervous couple had arrived in the same area. Artemis was about to wear a circular path in the grass from his pacing in a circle around Luna, who calmly sat under a nearby tree and waited. " Seven minutes," he said in response to her unasked question after he glanced at his watch. " We're not the only ones waiting for a daughter, either. I guess we had-" He sprang forward while Usagi screamed in horror as a patch of pink clouds suddenly appeared high over the dock that stretched out into the pond. Normally they took a few moments to form, and it also was only a few meters above the water. They had never seen it happen above the hard, wooden surface of the dock. She came into existence fifteen meters up in the air. He was in mid-leap as she plummeted towards the ground. She had just managed to start to get into the correct position to take a fall when his arm caught her around the middle. They landed in the pond with a thunderous splash as Usagi came running up along with the cats. She didn't stop and dove in after them. Artemis nearly didn't stop either but thought better of it. They had seen only a girl falling from the sky, and not a girl and a cat. " Chibi-usa-chan!" she cried out as she broke the surface near them. To her consternation they were beginning to laugh as they looked at each other and then he pulled the girl into an embrace. They were both either unhurt or too happy to see each other to notice any injuries. She found the water there was deep enough to make her stand on the tips of her toes while he had his shoulders above the water. Usagi made to embrace them as well until the girl pulled away from her. " I want to be with my Daddy," she tried to say to her in a stern tone of voice and utterly failing. The giggles were giving her true feelings away. " You said I'm growing so quickly that you won't buy me any new clothes." Usagi began to look crestfallen. That was the moment the girl chose to jump away from her father and onto her. Both went under for a moment and came up holding each other and laughing. Usagi gave her a quick, fierce hug before shoving her towards the dock. " Here you go," Mamoru said as he boosted Usagi up to where she could climb up onto the dock on her own and did the same for Chibi-usa. " Chibi-usa-chan?" she whispered in surprise as they stood up. The pink ponytails had been about ten centimeters longer even before they had gotten wet, but the biggest surprise was that the tips of the girl's odango came up just over her own shoulders. " Mama," she sniffled and threw herself into her mother's arms for a proper hug. They were both crying as Mamoru came over and wrapped them up in his arms as well for a few minutes before nudging them towards the walkway. " Small Lady?" Luna ventured from where the cats now sat, safely away from any of the wet and dripping humans. Chibi-usa slipped from her mother's embrace and walked over to them. She knelt down and gave each a kiss on the forehead. " Your daughter sends her love and regrets," she told them as she fondly looked at them. " I take it there were some problems, then?" Luna asked politely, but she was plainly hoping for some information about her daughter. " I'm probably a grandfather already," Artemis muttered, half in jest and half in fear. Luna almost smacked him in the back of his head. " The last time I went home," the little girl began as she took a seat between the other two sitting on the bench. " The transit was pretty bad for both of us. This one coming back was even worse. Diana would have had a very tough time with it right now." " The time-keys are still working, but obviously not as smoothly," Artemis commented. " How could you ever guess?" the young girl wryly added while looking down at the plain, thick white dress she wore. It was functional but nearly shapeless. " We didn't even know if anything I took with me to this time would make it back since the stuff I took forward the last time didn't survive the trip. Usagi-chan made this from the drapes, I think, and now it's all wet and ruined." " Chibi-usa-chan," Mamoru said, and the girl turned her gaze from Usagi, who was on the receiving end of a teasing look, to the two cats. " Diana is all right, correct?" " I'm sorry," she apologized to them. " Diana is fine except that she's having a tough time adjusting to being able to change into a human. We all thought that the trip would be too much stress for her right now." " Couldn't they send her later?" Luna wistfully asked. The girl took a deep breath before answering. " Not... not without Pu. We're conserving the key's energy. We haven't heard from her and Mama... Mother doesn't want to force the gates open. This isn't the first time Pu hasn't answered the door to the gates in a long time, although she usually tells us to leave her alone first." " I'm sorry, Chibi-usa-chan, but we haven't seen her," Usagi whispered and then sadly shook her head. The words failed her. The young man had a pained look on his face as well, but the two girls missed it since they were looking at each other. " C'mon, everybody," Mamoru spoke in an effort to cheer them up. " The car's right over there. Let's go home and get cleaned up, then we can get this girl into a mall. I know that none of her old things are going to fit anymore." The news of a quick shopping trip lightened the spirits of both of the young ladies as they walked back to the car and ignored the glances of curious passers-by who wanted to stare at them for being so soaked and so happy. ************************************************ " Pain is a fascinating sensation," he commented as they sat on the roof of the observation deck of the Tokyo Tower. The same winds that blew her long hair and his single, thin braid made the tower gently sway underneath them. " I don't have any idea of what you see in it," she sniffed. " I was human and had more pain than I could ever want to deal with. Why do you seek it out?" " I don't quite 'seek it out'," he replied, idly straightening the collar of the black school uniform he wore. " It is interesting to experience it, however. I consider it very insightful." " We don't needs insights into their minds," she burst out. " Why don't you just let me take care of it? The one who was reborn _may_ be a danger to me, but the rest are no match for the power we've been given." " Patience, Flare," he said in an attempt to placate her anger. " There are two of them who have been reborn and this isn't about defeating them in battle, or at least not yet. I want them to react in a certain manner, and that takes more time." " Are you so sure that they will jump through your hoops?" " Actually," he grinned in response, his tawny eyes sparkling. " This method will be far easier than my first idea. I used to think that I might just make them renounce her, but I've seen the error in that approach. It wouldn't be painful enough to force them like that. " They will voluntarily do it, however, when we give them the right reasons. Keep with the plan about the genius girl, and light off the first warning shot later today. All we need to do is to make them realize the cost of supporting her. If we make it too painful for them to go on, they'll abandon her." " And if they don't?" " They will die, Flare," he declared. " All of them. Every living thing on this planet will be dead. Except for her, of course. It will be enjoyable to watch her suffer over a few eons." *********************************************** The cool, clear water closed over his head as released his hold on the rail and let himself begin to sink into the depths of the lagoon. A silvery stream of bubbles in front of him told him that Madison was already on her way down. It wasn't too surprising she was in a hurry, he grinned behind his mask and glanced up at the receding surface. They had spent the better part of seven months waiting to get all the permits to do this dive. The site wasn't hot any longer, but many of the ships were sunk with full loads of ordinance, and that made it dangerous to be here. Only a fool would think otherwise about entering the waters off of Bikini atoll. Despite the safe readings on their Geiger counter, he had found himself apprehensive as he prepared for the dive. The cameras were ready, but the cameraman wasn't. He didn't think that anyone could be unaffected by being here. He was about to approach ground zero of a nuclear blast and see firsthand the fruits of Operation Crossroads. Shortly after the second World War, the United States had moored a number of ships off of the atoll in order to see what the effects of a nuclear attack would be on the vessels he was about to film. Most of them had been severely damaged, and then the second test, an underwater blast, had finished the job. The few surviving ships had probably sank after one of the nearly two dozen more atomic explosions, and the entire area had been off limits for years. That was the main reason that they had wanted to do a dive here. There were several interested parties who wanted a copy of the tapes. They ranged from the production companies that made documentaries for cable TV to the organizations for the sailors assigned to each particular ship. The area was in pristine condition from having so few divers allowed to enter it. This was going to be one of their big breaks, he realized as he checked the camera and his gear. Producers who made documentaries for both programs about diving and history had been calling them ever since the word got out that they had been allowed to make the descent and film the wreckage. He'd start with the Saratoga, which should be below them. Madison had stopped about fifty feet below the surface and he could see her smile despite her mask. She waved her arm around and gave him the thumbs-up. He agreed with a nod. The water clarity was incredible today, and it was bright enough for him to make a quick measurement with one of the waterproof gauges. He gave her a thumbs-up of his own. It was nearly as bright as at the surface on some of the days they had filmed they had filmed the Great Barrier Reef in Australia, and they were a lot deeper right now. The sun was still rising, he recalled, and that must be why it was getting even brighter. This was certainly going to be a wonderful day. ************************************************ " I think these are done," she decided and popped one of the shu mai into her mouth. Haruka gasped in surprise at the temperature and started rapidly exhaling to cool off the dumpling. " It serves you right," Michiru giggled as she handed her iced tea to the taller woman. Haruka quickly took a drink and sighed in relief before finishing the dumpling. " Someone had to see if they were done," she protested, and tried to make her voice sound like she was hurt by her friend's comment. She knew she was failing miserably, so she turned back to the fire, closed the lid of the steamer and sulked. It had only taken her a few hours to make the steamer and the stand out of some spare metal at her garage the previous morning. Michiru stood and brushed a few bits of grass from her pale blue sundress before walking over behind Haruka. The blonde tensed up at first when she began to massage her shoulders and neck, but then relaxed and loudly exhaled. " You're as tight as a drum," Michiru whispered as she looked around them. They were at the top of a hill in a park near her parent's old house. Since it became a gated community last year the number of visitors to the park had dropped, and they almost had it to themselves. The only other visitors were a few families down by the base who hadn't even tried joining them at the top. Makoto and Ami were setting up a tray with plates and condiments several meters away in the spot with the better view. The steamer they were keeping an eye on needed to be on a more level surface, which was the reason for their being away from the others. Rei was splitting her attention between watching Hotaru helping Minako to try and walk on the sloping grass without falling down and setting up a carafe of hot tea. She leaned down and straightened the collar on Haruka's white shirt before giving her a brief embrace. The other woman leaned back against her for a moment, drawing in some of the calmness that surrounded Michiru. They both felt that they were going to need it today. *********************************************** " They're done, Mako-chan," she said as she set down the bamboo steamer basket and took off the lid. She grabbed another shu mai in the process and popped it into her mouth before the chef, who was smoothing out a wrinkle in her beige dress, could stop her. " Haruka-san, I saw you sampling them over there," Makoto complained in a good-natured way, waggling a finger at her in a vain attempt to admonish the taller woman. " If you keep that up nobody will get any." " I had to make sure that they were done, and you have more than enough for everyone, Mako-chan," she grinned as she picked up the next two baskets, stacked them atop one another and returned to Michiru and the fire they had set up earlier that was several meters away. " Here you go, everyone," Makoto called out and indicated the plates and chopsticks in the basket at her side. " I guess we should take advantage of this," Ami giggled as she began to fill her plate with an assortment of dim sum. " It isn't often that Usagi-chan is late for a meal like this." " Well," Makoto shrugged in the direction of the bottom of the hill and nabbed one of her shrimp har gow while Ami looked the other way. " They're here, so you'd better hurry up." " Look at how tall she is," Rei gasped as she joined them while they watched them get out of Mamoru's car at the bottom of the hill. Usagi and Chibi-usa were in near matching outfits, jeans and white T-shirts, due to the reasons that Mamoru had explained earlier when he had called to let them know that he would be a few minutes late. The pink-haired girl had grown considerably since the last time they had seen her. Chibi-usa let out a cry of delight and began to run up the hill towards them. " She must be at least ten," she finished, and then went over to get Minako before putting her hand on Hotaru's shoulder. The young woman jumped in surprise and quickly nodded in gratitude when Rei gave her a little push. " Go on, Hotaru-chan." " Thank you, Rei-chan," she hurriedly whispered before bounding off down the hill towards the young girl. At Makoto's beckoning, Rei picked up the child and carried her over by the others and sat down. Ami traded her an empty plate for Minako and set the girl down by her to begin sharing her own meal. " At least that part hasn't changed," Makoto laughed as the girl grabbed a char siu bao from Ami and began to eat the pork bun. " She still has the same appetite as her namesake." They joined her in a slightly nervous laugh at the jest, but were still a little concerned about the situation. Each day the child began to look more and more like the Minako they used to know. They still had no idea of what was going on with her, or if she was even the Minako they had known. " Hi," Mamoru said as he walked up to them and put down the cooler he was carrying. He took off his leather jacket before taking a seat. " I'm sorry we were late, but we had to make a little detour through a mall on the way. If what I said... say in the future is correct, she must be making up for lost time by growing so quickly." " We can see why," Makoto added, taking the cooler of drinks and sliding it around so that it was slightly more out of the way. They all fully remembered the shock when the future Endymion's image told them that the girl was almost nine hundred years old. " I can't believe she's gotten so big." " It's almost been a year for us," Usagi continued as she joined them. " And it's nearly been the same for her." " Here you go, Usagi-chan," Rei said to her with a teasing smile as she handed her a plate and some chopsticks. " There's plenty to go around, even for you." " Rei-chan!" Usagi complained as she took several dumplings and put them on her plate. She fed one to Mamoru before starting in on them herself. " Don't say that, Rei-chan," Mamoru said around a mouthful of food. " Our daughter makes her mother look like a light eater when it comes to dim sum. My wallet found that out the last time we went out when she was here." " Well, there is more than enough, even for their appetites," Makoto declared as Hotaru and Chibi-usa walked up to them. " Mako-chan," the girl scolded the cook. " I told you not to go to any trouble like this on my next visit, didn't I?" " I guess you don't want any, then?" the brunette replied in a sweet tone of voice. " No!" the girl blurted out and then blushed as they laughed at the look on her face. She recovered by quickly taking a plate for herself. " Thank you for doing all this, Mako-chan." " It was my pleasure, Chibi-usa-chan," she replied. " So," Ami ventured a question with a broad smile on her face. " How are things in the future?" " Ami-chan!" they all yelled, but laughter made most of them miss timing it correctly. It was an old, but familiar joke between them about Ami wanting to know something about the future, and Chibi-usa not being able to say anything. It had almost become a tradition for Ami to ask it and for the others to complain in a good-natured way. " Actually, I did have one question for you, Chibi-usa-chan," Hotaru asked a few minutes later. " They would have gotten you anything you wanted to wear today when you hit the stores on the way here. Why the jeans?" The girl thought about that a few moments before laughing. " I guess I can tell you that part without causing any problems. " Thanks to a certain person's penchant for formal wear," she explained while pointedly glancing at her father, " the retro-twentieth century look hasn't been in fashion for years. I haven't been able to wear anything comfortable outside of my rooms for months." " Eeek!" Usagi screeched in mock-horror, not noticing someone walking up behind her with the next two baskets of freshly steamed food. " She's turning into a tomboy like Haruka-san!" " Is there something wrong with that, odango-atama?" Haruka asked with a sweetly ominous smile as she tapped Usagi on the shoulder. ************************************************ Far above the blue waters a figure stood in mid-air, contemplating the scene below. The islands were mere dots at this height, and she could even see the faint suggestion of a curve to the horizon. The scattering of clouds would have obscured the vision of her old eyes. The one place she wanted stood out in her mind due to what had happened there long before. It was one of the places where they dared to try and emulate her own power, and that impertinence galled her. Today she could finally begin to make them pay for that and all the slights they had visited upon her in her earlier life. Confident of her being in the correct spot, she rose straight up in relation to it through the remains of the atmosphere. She went past the gadgets they had in the lower orbits until she was at the most cluttered altitude. Here were their satellites with the most stable orbits, although the greatest concentration was directly over the equator. If one of them was pointed at her, they'll certainly get a show today, she grinned as she began to call upon her power. It would take just over eight minutes for it to accumulate and reach her. The stage was set, the players were in their places, and the show was about to begin. *********************************************** The one who was closest to the center was the first to see what was happening. He cried out a warning to the others and shared his view with them. Theirs were the only eyes to gaze upon this. The few deep space probes in position to see it weren't looking in the right direction at the right time. The fierce, blinding radiance of the sun began to go dark on the side opposite the third one. They watched aghast as the darkness spread over the space of a few seconds to cover the rest of the surface until the only light emitted was on the line between it and the third one. It will just miss, she reassured the others. She was strangely calm for nearly having faced certain destruction. The nova-bright shaft of light hurtled along it's path, and the sun began to shine with it's accustomed splendor over the entirety of it's surface. It begins, the one fourth out quietly stated to the others. They watched the brightness of the beam move through the darkness. The first one out was well away from it, but the second was closer to the blast than he. She shivered in fear at the feeling the energy had. Such hatred, she cried out in anguish. The bolt of light illuminated the surface of both the third one and her daughter as it passed between them and stopped. The figure floating there in the space between reached a hand into the raw power and began to glow. They could hear her laughter as she directed the energy down towards the planet below. The clouds vanished in the beam's path, getting blown outward in a circular pattern as the blast fell from the sky and slammed into the atoll. ************************************************ The Frisbee caromed off one tree and narrowly missed the girl before swooping up into the air as part of her plan to bring it in on her from behind. Chibi-usa was wise to it, though, and easily evaded the second attack. Usagi caught it and flipped it over to her daughter. " See? Just like that American TV show heroine. Your turn, Chibi-usa-chan." " It's a lot harder with this," she replied, frowning in concentration as she caught the disc. " I could do it with your tiara." " Some of us just have the natural talent," she smiled back. They were about ten meters down the hill from the others, who were still eating and talking. Dim sum was supposed to be enjoyed over a long period of time, with lots of tea and conversation according to Makoto. The two of them had gotten bored and decided to play catch. Her daughter was good, but she didn't have the same touch as she did. All the practice with her tiara and an instinctive grasp of it made her a whiz with a Frisbee. The return throw from the girl was a good one; fast, hard and level, but easy for her to catch. " You're not supposed to throw it like the sidekick," she teased the girl. A quick flick of her wrist sent it past the girl and off of two trees before it returned to her hand. She almost laughed at the exasperated look on the girl's face. *Mama no baka*, she faintly heard an amused and distinctly un-ladylike snort in her mind. " Chibi-usa?" she whispered in shock. *Not like that, Usagi-chan* the voice replied. She could make it out to be her daughter's now. *Like this. Inside* " Inside?" The girl pointed to her chest where they would normally be wearing their broaches if they were in costume. *The crystal* *But how...* *We can hear each other's, remember? I talk to mine, and you can hear me* *That's incredible! I'm so proud of you for figuring that out!* She could feel the wave of slight discomfort go through the girl and realized that she must be putting a lot of her emotions into the link as well. *Usagi-chan?* her daughter asked. * I wasn't supposed to find this out, was I?* she guessed. *No, it's not that* the girl sent back, and then blushed. *You showed me how to do this just before I came back this time. You said I'd need it, and since you've been broadcasting your emotions at me ever since I saw you there at the dock, I figured you already knew how to do this. That wasn't what I wanted to ask you, though. Can I ask you a favor?* *Of course* *I love you, Mama, but could we just be friends here? I still feel more like we're sisters or cousins here, and I sort of like being able to be your friend* *Certainly* she smiled back and let her love for the girl show through. She was feeling the same warmth being sent back towards her. *By the way, Usagi-chan, we shouldn't do this too often* *Why* *It's hard to concentrate on this and the rest of the world at the same time. Look to your left* She did and jumped in surprise as she realized Haruka was standing there making faces at her. " Earth to Usagi-chan!" she called out again, waving her hand in front of Usagi's face. " You okay? You didn't hear a thing I was saying." She turned and made a face at the girl after she heard a faint giggle. " I'm sorry, Haruka-san. What were you saying?" " I needed to talk with you two for a moment," she quietly said and waved her arm at the girl, motioning for her to come over. " What is it, Haruka-san?" Chibi-usa asked when she got there. The tall woman wore a more serious expression on her face now. " You said back there that you brought nothing but the dress you were wearing back with you, right